back in the day ( my sophmore year in highschool) me and you were really good friends, you were my one of my only girlfriends that i had back then ,one of the only girls i could be myself around and vent to about all my problems , me and you had a connection, it wasn't romance .it wasn't love. it was a friendship that i still to this day think about and still to this day cherish, me and you knew each other so well and everything just clicked, we connected on so many levels and we could relate on a lot of things that i wont mention ,but it was a beautiful friendship, sometime during that friendship i developed feelings for you, and you never even knew because back then i had such an easy way of not showing how i really felt but it was true, i found myself falling for you, i never expressed that to you because of most of the things you were dealing with but deep down i wanted to be that guy you fell in love with, i wanted more than a friendship, i wanted to love you unconditionally and lift you up, make you feel beautiful every chance i got , make you feel on top of the world, prove to you that you could be happily in love with someone and also love yourself, but me, i was so dumb and naive as to what love really was and it only came to me as a simple ''crush'' which faded away when i transferred schools and we grew apart, truth is i don't know what happened to us, maybe i was the one that strayed away due to the fact we no longer went to the same school but that never meant i stopped thinking about you, but here we are both in our lives at rough places in our lives and i come on to you in the most weird yet stupid way possible because my old feelings came back when i saw a picture of you . but me i'm such a fool, falling for an old best friend right after getting broken up with only a month before all of this, but something just felt right, something just told me that in some way i had to have you, even if its a spark of an old friendship, even if its just for one day, one night or whatever i just wanted to see you face to face, after almost 5 years of us growing apart, this is my way of showing you that you in fact are a beautiful person inside and out and i hope you see that, i hope you see this in fact, and i hope we can start over,
